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ocd.

I like the idea of a character paying closer-than-needed attention to their surroundings and being far too observant. I like having real long thought processes on time-wasting matters. Something about concentration on the little details just makes my heart flutter, but I don't know why. Maybe it's because I like searching for the little details-- but, y'know, only if it has the ability to capture my undivided attention for longer than ten seconds. The little details seem so pretty, but sometimes, they just don't add up, and the big picture gets messy, ugly. I like the idea of problems disappearing, slipping between your fingers like sand, ju

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concubine.

There once lived a gypsy woman whom not only could satisfy your lusts, but could tell you your fortune or future. But the only way to get to her was Ahriman's Labyrinth. Basically, you had to perform a series of tasks and get through a life-threatening maze just to even catch a glimpse of her. Every decade or so, however, she would travel the land, offering her services for a less intricate price than death. One day, she met a man as she traveled through a town to cross over a desert to her destination. The man was a good-looking gent, quite a catch, as his parents raised him right. And it was just one simple look in his ocean-blue eyes, and

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suffering.

I didn't have to suggest this. We didn't have to bring her back. You'd still have your body, and I'd still have my arm and leg. I'm sorry, Al. I let you down. Brother, it's not your fault. I didn't say anything-- I should have stopped you. We knew we were dancing on the line. Where's the equivalent exchange? A life for a life? If that were it, we'd be murdering nonstop... An arm for a soul? Does that make bringing you back worthless to me? A leg for the power... A mere limb. Don't... say things like that. We're researching every lead and it leads us to nowhere. That good-for-nothing Colonel isn't helping either. But that doesn't make us

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dreams.

I need to get away for a while. Go solo. Go so low into a blinding white abyss, And I can be the ink smudged across the page. I’ll be alone, isolated from the cruel reality That we so seemingly brace ourselves for, When really, we just prepare ourselves for The good life. The party lifestyle. We used to have so much to live for: Education, a bright future, faith, hope. What happened to it all? You can’t turn on the news without hearing The words, “murder,” “missing,” “dead,” “Politics,” etcetera. I wish we had times when the news had something So happy to report. A report that

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piano.

A beautiful line up of eighty-eight keys-- forty-four black, forty-four white-- in a wonderful line, perfectly straight, touching back to back. All it needs is beautiful hands playing it. I could just sit there for hours, feeling so peaceful, playing the instrument until my fingers bled. Everything in the world feels at peace to me when I play it, and to even think about giving it up would be awful. I've learned so many songs. Kiss The Rain, Tifa's Theme, Aerith's Theme, Clair de Lune, Moonlight Sonata, so many. The first thing I do when I wake up in the morning is open those ginormous marble doors to a big, white room, nothing inside of

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fairytale.

Once upon a time, there was you and me. We didn't know each other, but we always passed each other in the hall. You would stare into my eyes and give this small smile, and I'd return it. We didn't even interact more than that until that bonfire. You were looking for your friends, you told me later. I told you I was looking for someone to talk to. You opened your mouth to ask where Johnny and Lucas were, but your noise was soon muffled under the feel of my lips on yours. (You can thank that Johnny friend of yours for pushing me out of the way of Lucas throwing up. Too much beer b

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Deviant for 16 years
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if you talk to me, you'll get to know me.

Current Residence: Tu pantalones
Favourite genre of music: AlternRock, Oldies, KPOP <3
Operating System: Windows Vista
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Simba

Favourite Movies

Lion King, Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride

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music. art. writing. video games. anime. manga.

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Jul 6, 2009

aren't you tired of those boring days?

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tell me what you need, tell me what you hope. i'm your genie. ge-nie (https://www.deviantart.com/ge-nie) new account. had this for a year. decided to move. don't ask. xD

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Apr 26, 2009

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(Have you seen sincere love?) 진실된 사랑의 마음을 Once again, about a month has passed by, right? ^^; My bad. My excuse this time: laziness and KPop. Starting about two weeks ago, I have been absolutely crazy over Wonder Girls, 2PM, Big Bang, and now After School, SNSD, and SHINee. I blame RainCookie (https://www.deviantart.com/raincookie). Her animation of the bunny doing the Tell Me dance was what got me started on it. I might start making more arts soon. I just haven't been feeling productive enough, and the writer in me has been coming out. Songs I think you should listen to: [Lollipop by Big Bang ft. 2NEi] [Ge

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Mar 29, 2009

oops.

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it's been over a month, hasn't it. ^^; i'm sorry. so sorry. my brother rented Mortal Kombat vs. DC Universe. fatalities are so difficult to perform. ): it makes me sad. i want to see the joker stab someone in the face with a card. >D and kitana impale someone's chest with her fans. >DD kitana, catwoman, and the joker are like, my super strengths. you have no idea how much fun that game is xD well, unless you've played it. anyone else out there big MK fans? i mean, i used to play this thing in the arcade when i was little. my brother and sister really got me into it. same thing with Tekken. <3 still super obsessed with mirror's edg